Morning Notes
Wayang Kulit* – the Javanese shadow puppet show from last night in which Bihma discusses the autumn weather, quips that he should get tenure for he has a PhD in eating, cooking and wrestling; in which graceful Arjuna - whose latter despair on the eve of the Great War is so familiar from repeated listening of the Bhagavad Gita chanted in Sanskrit - kills an ogre-demon in the kingdom of Virata with Pashupati - the snake-headed missile supplied by Lord Shiva (arms dealing like whoring, I suppose, is an ancient profession).
Half the people around you** didn't seem to get much of the drama; they kept dribbling away in ones and twos. But maybe it was because many of them were family units, and the kids were getting sleepy and antsy. In the gaps in the puppet master’s narrative, as the gamelan tinkled and clanged, you made funny faces at a little girl clutching a big floppy toy; she giggled and attempted to hide behind her mother as if we were playing “I spy”, which, come to think of it now, we are all the time, shadow puppets crossing and uncrossing, playing ‘I spy”.
Revisiting those Great Stories was like revisiting old grandfatherly houses with shutters drawn down, summer heat lolling outside, the cool of lime plaster against your cheek as you drowsily page an Amar Chitra Katha that you had already devoured on the way home from the lending library. Perhaps this also has to do with reading longer versions of these stories in the English retelling by C. Rajagopalachari?***
This note follows from an abandoned attempt to shoe some of the hazy thoughts lurking under these experiences from last night into a “Luc Bat” - a Vietnamese poetry form with alternating lines of 6 and 8 syllables, which on ending touches its nose with its feet.
*Wayang Kulit is an interesting case of early (Attn: Mr. Thomas Friedman, the world was always “flat”) cultural exchange: one or the other South Indian variant of “Tholu Bommalata” (in Telugu) jumped across the Bay of Bengal, and morphed into this even more intricate Javanese version. Also, given that Tholu Bommalata is a dying art form in urbanizing India, it makes me happy to read that Wayang Lait is still flourishing in Indonesia and Malaysia.
**Why do you escape into third person?
***I think I am not alone who feels happy on listening to Rajagopalachari’s brief commentary on Adi Shankara and Bhakti at the beginning of M.S. Subbalakshmi’s rendition of “Bhaja Govindam”.
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Invocation For A Day In Autumn
I woke up cold; my thin cotton blanket proved insufficient against the fall night - turned on my left side, picked up the Stephen Mitchell's Rilke, which I keep in the pillow of books next to my head, and read these lines from "Autumn Day" again:
Whoever has no house now, will never have one. Whoever is alone will stay alone, will sit, read, write long letters through the evening, and wander the boulevards, up and down, restlessly, while the dry leaves are blowing.
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Midnight Arbitness
[1]
You know something is really screwed up, in the head and everywhere else, when finding that one of your online (social networking) "self"s has passed the muster of a reasonably articulate (erudite vocabs, check; good grammar, check) "other" (of the XX type) makes this other "self" (this must be the same "self" that was nominated for the "Bhatakte Atma" award back in college) break out into joy.
[2] The Wharton (I am always tempted to say Warthog) Business School is over rated. If elementary numerical problems that take silly fiddling with spreadsheets to finish are the hardest (as claimed) that can be lobbed at the brain, some thing is wrong. But wait, you must recognize that the brain of that "self" has been trained in mathematical arcana such as the use of logarithmic tables in order to solve problems dealing with "Mole Relations in Balanced Equations". And then isn't most business schooling primarily in the art of how to suck up (or maska-fy)? O, how that other school "self", who tried to maska-fy the teachers into making him their pet (with failing results - no one, even then, loved geeks), needs to be urgently resurrected!
[3] Why is this "self" wasting time here instead of swallowing a few more pages of Carson McCullers's "The Heart Is A Lonely Hunter"? Let me tell ya, pure jealousy. How can a young woman at twenty three write so brilliantly about the human condition! Heart burn. Heart burn.
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