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Few Snippets of J.L. Borges



From "Dream Tigers" "In my childhood I was a fervent worshiper of the tiger-not the jaguar, that spotted "tiger" that inhabits the floating islands of water hyacinths along the Parana and the tangled wilderness of the Amazon, but the true tiger, the striped Asian breed that can be faced only by men of war, in a castle atop an elephant. I would stand for hours on end before one of the cages at the zoo; I would rank vast encyclopedias and natural history books by the splendor of their tigers. (I still remember those pictures, I who cannot recall without error a woman's brow or smile.) My childhood outgrown, the tigers and my passion for them faded, but they are still in my dreams. In that underground sea or chaos, they still endure. As I sleep I am drawn into some dream or other, and suddenly I realize that it's a dream. At those moments, I often think: This is a dream, a pure diversion of my will, and since I have unlimited power, I am going to bring forth a tiger.

Oh, incompetence! My dreams never seen to engender the creature I so hunger for. The tiger does appear, but it is all dried up, or it's flimsy-looking, or it has impure vagaries of shape or an unacceptable size, or it's altogether too ephemeral, or it looks more like a dog or bird than like a tiger."

For some reason this past weekend has induced in me a great nostalgia, which is a dream that one sees waking, and thus is unreal. And to quell such a real feeling of unreality, I have tonight taken refuge in that laybrinth called 'Collected Fictions' composed by a man named Borges, whom Borges denounces in another essay titled "Borges and I", by writing:

"I live, let myself go on living, so that Borges may contrive his literature, and this literature justifies me. It is no effort for me to confess that he has achieved some valid pages, but those pages cannot save me, perhaps because what is good belongs to no one, not even to him, but rather to the language and to tradition. Besides, I am destined to perish, definitively, and only some instant of myself can survive in him. Little by little, I am giving over everything to him, though I am quite aware of his perverse custom of falsifying and magnifying things.

Spinoza knew that all things long to persist in their being; the stone eternally wants to be a stone and the tiger a tiger. I shall remain in Borges, not in myself (if it is true that I am someone), but I recognize myself less in his books than in many others or in the laborious strumming of a guitar. Years ago I tried to free myself from him and went from the mythologies of the suburbs to the games with time and infinity, but those games belong to Borges now and I shall have to imagine other things. Thus my life is a flight and I lose everything and everything belongs to oblivion, or to him.

I do not know which of us has written this page."




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Leaves of Grass' at 150 ~ from NYT



As Exuberant and Encompassing as Ever By VERLYN KLINKENBORG

Imagine Walt Whitman as he imagines himself, stretched atop a load of hay, one leg reclined on the other, seizing the clover and timothy, rolling head over heels, tangling his hair full of wisps. And then imagine the farmers - puzzled Long Islanders perhaps - and the oxen at the wagons watching that ecstatic performance. "What is that you express in your eyes?" Whitman asks the oxen, which might ask the same of him. "More than all the print I have read in my life" is his answer.

The untitled poem from which these lines come - later called "Song of Myself" - was first published in "Leaves of Grass," which appeared for sale on the Fourth of July 150 years ago. It's a poem, I'm tempted to say, that still surprises, all the compliment being contained in the word "still," as if America had outrun Whitman long ago and left him breathing hard along the side of the road. But wherever we pull up in our own race, breathing hard ourselves, there is Whitman, as loose-limbed and joyous as ever, moved more by the ecstasy of perception and empathy than by any physical effort. There is no catching up with him. He is always ahead of us.

The Whitman of that great poem is a holy fool, a sprite, a personification able to be everywhere at once, thanks to its immaterial nature. But there has never been a spirit so aware of his sinews and veins, so good at loafing and river-bathing and arousal. The body Whitman inhabits is as inclusive as his mind and feelings. "I find I incorporate gneiss and coal and long-threaded moss and fruits and grains and esculent roots,/And am stucco'd with quadrupeds and birds all over," he writes, as though he were the subject of a strange Renaissance portrait.

We read in all this the largess of the man, who turned himself from a mild-mannered journalist - Walter Whitman - into a superman of sorts. It is one of the most profoundly successful acts of self-characterization in all of literature. But in the largess of the man we are also supposed to read - and still do, I think - the exuberance of America itself. The Whitman who celebrates himself finds it easy enough to stay ahead of us, who perhaps sometimes feel that life, as he puts it, is "a suck and a sell, and nothing remains at the end but threadbare crape and tears." That is what really keeps Whitman out in front after 150 years: the America he inhabits in "Leaves of Grass." We have not gotten to it yet.

The place is as real as the poet can make it, peopled with figures like the butcher boy who "puts off his killing-clothes, or sharpens his knife at the stall in the market," before breaking into a shuffle and breakdown. It is crowded with canal boys and one-year wives, with machinists and slaves and drovers. Missourians cross the plains, and patriarchs sit at supper with their progeny, and trappers and hunters rest under the shade of canvas or adobe. Whitman is among them all, touching them, drinking and sleeping with them, waking in the night to speed, as he says, "with tailed meteors." And he decides, as he reports in the prose introduction to "Leaves of Grass," that "the Americans of all nations at any time upon the earth have probably the fullest poetical nature."

It is our feeble illusion that there have only been Americans since the continent was first settled by Europeans and only here and that they have not necessarily had the fullest poetical nature. Whitman sets us right. There have been Americans everywhere and at all times, he announces. But how are we to know them? One way is by their resemblance to the poet, free-spirited, frank, afraid of neither the flesh nor the spirit. The Americans Whitman means are like the animals themselves. "They do not sweat and whine about their condition,/They do not lie awake in the dark and weep for their sins." The sensuous energy they embody harmonizes perfectly with their practical energy.

They also believe that the great poets extend an invitation to them, as Whitman does. "Come to us on equal terms," he writes, "Only then can you understand us, We are no better than you, What we enclose you enclose, What we enjoy you may enjoy." The very manner of Whitman's verse reinforces that invitation. It turns no one away. "You should have been with us that day round the chowder-kettle," he urges, and it's true. We should have been. We would know something about the boatmen and clam diggers even Whitman cannot tell us. We would know something more about the poet and ourselves.

One hundred and fifty years on, this poem has not even begun to tire. It wakes us to the moment of our being and to the place in which that moment is passing. It halts us in our haste and makes us look down at our bodies without reluctance. It leads us to a country whose genius "is not best or most in its executives or legislatures, nor in its ambassadors or authors or colleges or churches or parlors, nor even in its newspapers or inventors ... but always most in the common people." Up the road, we can always glance Whitman ahead of us. "I stop some where waiting for you," he writes. "If you want me again look for me under your bootsoles."

Notes: I have avoided archiving stuff from elsewhere at Buoy but this truely is a happy leaf of grass to add to the plie already here!




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NYC Notes



He is back in Coma Town, trying to find his old equilibrium, before he can read through the notes he took down, at times in the middle of the street, and make cognet narratives, draw lessons, plan literary projects etc, around these. These are some of those notes, sent as an email before.

It's me, again reporting from Times Square on Thursday night. The Disney crowds are crazy as before, and this is indeed better than science fiction - the ascent from the subways with flaking paint, into spit and shine, rattle and dazzle, and the great bullshit machine that seems to operate at these cross roads. I wonder how Marco Polo would respond to this.

Anyway I am back again in dear ol' Uncle Sam's bosom, even thought I am not all that sure if he wants me here, or that our love for each other is what it was once. After staid, and quite, and rather cool, Toronto of last evening, NYC is perfectly cooking all my glands again tonight. The question however I was posing to myself as I met with a friend this evening for food down in Chinatown and Italiano Mama Mia street, is this stewing might be okay on the nerves for a week or so, but can I live here, and still keep all my fuses?

I even detect a sense of mania flowing underneath this missive - not unlike what our old drunk-dumbass Jack Ker-o-crack was possessed by when he sat down to type his opus on a big, big stuck together scroll? I think I will not quite make it just by myself. Perhaps with the sanity of a extremely sane woman I might, but surely not by myself.

But then goddamn, this circus is fantastic, I see ghosts of stories, of novels walking the avenues down here, yes to write a mad novel would be much easier here than in that Coma Town we live at. The ghosts stare at me in the reflections of subway windows, in the reflections of reflections of reflected buildings, in the wail of a trumpet player down in the gullets. In fact a whole posse of these ghosts can be heard rattling the tunnels, just above the roar of trains.

I was riding in from LAG today, and the bus was passing through Queens, and I saw that people, I mean real people, not the stoopid waxworks of Madame Tussads next door here, were hanging out on street corners - toughs, pimpish chaps, old nearly toothless men, hot hot latinas, women in burkhas and so on - talking, drinking, quarrelling, and perhaps plotting against each other. This is what is needed for fiction, no? A credible strip of real estate where tribes clash, and which can be easily copied by quill pushers like us.

So brother-o-mine, what the hell are you doing in Atlanta? Your great American novel can't be written there, although Tom Wolfe did take a shot, bad one, at our Coma Town. Come here, find a stylish Madison Ave babe - or go the other extreme and romance a punk chick - drink a bit, and then bottle the live juice flowing here, and sell it for big bucks.

Tomorrow I am going to the Met and drool over all the stuff - legally stolen or otherwise - they hide in those catacombs. Actually why should art be immortal? If the fate of art is to be hidden behind sensors in fortresses, after the artist, in most cases anyway, is driven to death by poverty, why the hell should the artist paint? I know I am asking meaningless questions, for I am fulminating. I am angry that Great Uncle Van Gogh is now sold for millions, when the same precursors of all these million-ed idiots wouldn't pay any heed to him, as he was spilling his blood out in Arles, Southern France.

Well I am out of internet time, so I shall sign off now. I shall keep you posted with these pieces of mental wreckage again, soon.




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