After doing Vipassana, watching myself and watching sensations raise and fall within my body. So much calmness now in this silence, I can still feel electric pulses of atoms on my skin, sensations raising and passing away. Love fills the heart that was full of fear and sorrow. Rediscovering the purpose of life and seeking a purpose to this life, I go out and walk strong, in still equimanity confident that consciousness or god whatever is the word for the wordless is keeping the whole world in a balance. It makes practical sense now, the wisdom that says "What you don't want, that too you shall get!" Now, at this moment there is no rejection of things or situations. I sit still. Waves raise and fall, over the skin, becoming whole filling with love and joy.