ON THE PORCH - Patricia Goedicke
It's so quiet it's almost frightening; in the tawny biscuit color of evening, great green
leaf clusters lean in at us, a windchime across the street speaks up
a blue scale and down. A child goes by on a bicycle, whizzing. Then two students
in sneakers, nudging each other.
But here we are nearly immobile. Huge mattresses of silence slide out under our bodies
and lift us, and float across the lawn as if we'd been hollowed out, drawn
into thin filaments of ourselves, vague faces listening
like automatic antennae quivering . . .
At nine o'clock, ten o'clock, it's still bright and suddenly menacing: a fast car
suddenly whisks by
as Sentinel Hill looks down over its shoulders at the shadows beginning to slip
between houses: in the mild lion light of summer
on porches all over town
the people next door pop in and out unexpectedly, they run errands
all day long but now nothing, after a quick
juicy giggle, the slow dying-away fall of a low voice on the corner, some stranger
saying good night, the quietness spreads out everywhere, when everyone disappears
in summer, after work where do they go?
Sitting quietly on their porches
or asleep, no longer present any more than the leaves bowing
and nodding absently to each other,
for all the brain's endless intercellular whisperings,
strands of protein rustling and waving back and forth like wheat,
the mind in its windy armchair murmuring barely believes in itself:
as slow water drops from the dark lavender petunias
in their K-Mart pots above us,
high overhead, in the black backyards of space, cerebral circuits flash
and babble to themselves, lonely
as far-off satellites, blind sparks blinking, signaling across the night
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