Even Because - Ralph Angel
Because it all just breaks apart, and the pieces scatter and rearrange without much fanfare or notice.
Because you can¡¯t and don¡¯t remember the step that kicked up dust and left this planet¡ªyou¡¯d give up even more now.
Because the body itself¡ªthe heart¡¯s
not dead but deeper, wrapped up in curtains, a different color, among the railings and the pigeons, the rooftops and walls¡ª
for all you know it¡¯s a question of bread
or beer.
Because even love
returns. The city¡¯s all brightness
and shadow, deckle-edged, bluer than air¡ªthere's no help anywhere¡ªyou no longer know how to listen.
And love says, love¡ªmidnight to midnight,
already ablaze. And the boulevard¡ªwide-open. And the well- stocked crowdless market, and a lone taxi blears.
Even happiness¡ªthe way anger¡¯s come back to roost again. And joy, though joy¡¯s not in the ear or the eye. On this walk.
The gulls hover offshore and the islands are speckled with fire.
Even love, even because.
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